Tuesday, June 15, 2010

My Thoughts right now

i am feeling confused and very emotional but i don't want that to come between me and my lifestyle i miss my daddy right now and the only thing i want to do is be in his arms .. and feel his heartbeat against mine and i want him to tell me every thing is going to okay and that he loves me ... and he will be there for me no matter what the situation is he knows how to deal with me when i am in one of my moods ... its frustrated not to get to him all the time but i know he is busy and i understand that ...

Friday, June 11, 2010

Hey Folks

A short bio of me

My name is crystal
i was born in Ms but was raise in Tn
i have 2 sisters and 1 brother and 4 nephews and 1 niece that i simple adore
i have dirty blond e hair and i have green eyes and i am average and i am a soft
hear ted girl that loves people that loves me back .. i love reading and writing short erotic stories and i love fishing ,camping and walking sometimes .. i have been into this lifestyle for about 6 yrs .. i enjoy every minute of it .. sometimes i get discouraged and give up and said whatever !?!?! but i am not because it teaches me discipline and guidance and structure .. i wouldn't be who i am today if it wasn't for my aunt in MS she taught right from wrong . and she taught me to love god and be who he called me to be .. I sometimes i wonder if he still listens to me ...

~!* Lil Tinkerbell ~!*

10 things about me

  1. I love being with my daddy
  2. I love shopping
  3. i love traveling
  4. i love music
  5. i love spankings
  6. i love cuddling and hugs
  7. i love my daddy 's hand on my bare ass
  8. i love going to to the movies
  9. i love reading
  10. i love writing short erotica stories

Thursday, June 10, 2010

My Emotions right now

i am like so confused about a lot of shit in my life .. i freaking regret moving back to Tn . because when i was living in Ms i was actually going to school and going back to church and hanging out with people .. i somewhat had a life .. now since i am back i feel like i get up and do the same thing every day . i don't have any friends to hang out with .. i don't get to go places like the movies or etc... never been to a concert . i feel like a loser that sits around all day and not do nothing and i am getting sick and tired of it ... i hate being bored .. i miss the life i once had down there in MS .. i miss my family down there even though we don't get along that well i still love them because they are my family ...

I am missing my daddy today and i want to be in his arms and let him hold me and tell me every thing is okay .. he is my everything and he is my rock when i need someone to talk too and he understands me and know what i want in my life and encourage me to do the right thing .. UN like some people they just ignore me . i want to like and appericated